SIVE BRASSIL HAS always loved sport.
As a child, she would write letters of admiration to Munster and Ireland rugby star Paul OโConnell. Now, she is representing her country on the world stage.
When we meet, she has only recently returned from Los Angeles, where the Irish modern pentathlete finished 14th overall in the Union Internationale de Pentathlon Moderne (UPIM) World Cup 2.
She has spent much of this week at home in Ballinasloe, describing it as โa guilt-free week off where Iโve eaten loads of cereal and slept a lotโ.
She has come from Galway to Dublin for shopping with her sister, an Arcade Fire gig and her first interview.
At the weekend, she will return to Paris, where she has lived for the past few months.
I know earlier in my career, I would have been like โI have to be training all the time and I need to keep working hard, youโre not doing it right if youโre not miserable,โโ she tells The42. โWhereas now Iโve matured a lot and realised you work hard when you work hard and you take a break, relax and thatโs a really important part of the work.โ
The past 12 months have seen a major breakthrough for the 24-year-old. Last year, she achieved her first top-20 finish at a World Cup event. Prior to LA, she also finished 14th overall at World Cup 1 in Cairo. These two achievements might not seem like a big deal to the casual sports fan, but for Brassil, they are the consequence of years of hard work.
In an average World Cup event, there are roughly 80 athletes competing. In two semi-finals, 15 athletes qualify automatically from each, with another six included depending on a points system.
โBefore now, Iโve been scraping in on those โbest points,โ but this was the first World Cup where I finished 10th in the semi-final,โ she says, referring to her LA trip.
Throughout the pentathlon season, there are four initial World Cups. The results from each are then tallied up, with the 36 best-performing athletes qualifying for a World Cup final.
As a result of her two encouraging performances so far, Brassil is ranked seventh in the World Cup standings and has โbasically done enough to qualify for the World Cup finalโ.
There are also the European and World Championships to come later this year, so Brassil will have a competition every month to focus on from now until September.
It has been an eventful period. Last September, she graduated from University College Dublin with a 2:1 bachelorโs degree in French and Spanish.
โLanguages were my favourite thing when I was in school. I thought I shouldnโt do something like Sports Science, I want to have more strings to my bow than just being an athlete or a jock. I thought itโd be nice to do an Arts degree and keep that part of my brain working as well.
โI had always wanted to go and spend time in France and train in France anyway. But when I was in college, the opportunity didnโt really arise. I think I wouldnโt have been ready for it either, I wouldnโt have had the maturity to enjoy it. I probably would have been a bit scared and helpless out there. I said Iโd go over for a couple of months this year and once I got there, [I thought] we need to try to extend this, I love it here.โ
Brassil is currently training with the French pentathlon team while also improving her language skills in an unfamiliar setting. With the World Championships in Mexico City this year, altitude training is one priority.
โThey use a place in the Pyrenees called Font-Romeu,โ she explains. โWe went there around Christmas time and it was my first taste of altitude. I was so tired doing anything over there.โ
Brassil lives in what she describes as โa massive sports village just outside of Paris,โ replete with basketballers, footballers and other athletes competing in various sports.
โItโs kind of like what [Ireland's National Sports Campus] Abbotstown would hope to be in 20 years. Itโs actually quite unique, I donโt know that there are many places like it in the world.
โPeople live there and eat there as well, youโre friends with the different athletes.โ
Living in this environment represents a significant step having spent โfive years pretty much going hell for leatherโ in the sport. She has come a long way from when she started out back in Ireland in Pony Club at the age of seven, subsequently competing in tetrathlons (riding, shooting, swimming, and running) before graduating to modern pentathlon, which consists of fencing, swimming, riding, shooting and running.
Iโm the youngest of five siblings, so I was basically just following whatever my brothers and sisters were doing,โ she recalls. โWe were big into ponies and Pony Club. They found out that there was a thing you could do that was running and swimming and horse riding for U12s. So they started that and once youโre 12 and over, they introduce the shooting as well.โ
Given the impressive achievements of the likes of Natalya Coyle and Arthur Lanigan-OโKeeffe in events including the Olympics in recent years, it is easy to forget that the sport in this country is still in its infancy, with an Irish team first established in 2005.
Brassil, meanwhile, jokes that she is the โblack sheepโ of her family, having gone against convention by opting to pursue sport on a full-time basis.
โPretty much since I was a kid, I just felt like โIโm going to do sport,โโ she says.
โMy oldest sister did physiotherapy and my three other siblings are all doctors now. Everyone was asking: โAre you going to do Medicine? Are you going to do Medicine?โ I was like: โOh no, I want to go to the Olympics. I want to do pentathlon.โ
โIโm the black sheep, but they love me anyway, because Iโm the youngest.โ
She previously tried to qualify for the 2016 Olympics as โa very long shot,โ and while failing to fulfil this ambition, Brassil still gained invaluable experience going to Rio as the training partner for Coyle.
Her long-term goal of competing at Tokyo 2020, however, is starting to look an increasingly realistic aim, given Brassilโs impressive recent results.
There is no room for complacency though, and the Irish athlete is well aware that certain aspects of her performance in particular need to be improved upon.
โThere are lots of different ways to be a good pentathlete. Some people are really mentally strong and really good at the fencing and shooting event. Iโm definitely more of a physical beast โ I love the swimming and the running.
โBut itโs about trying to calm down and focus my mind for the fencing and shooting event and trying to get the best out of those.
I think I always [felt nerves], but Iโve learnt a lot from the athletes Iโve been around this year, all the training and the hard work is for the competition and the competition is kind of like your chance to celebrate and itโs the prize youโve earned for all the hard work youโve done.
โSo Iโve taken that onboard this year and Iโve tried to make the most of every moment in the competition and just try to be more positive and enjoy my work. I find that helps me, so I try not to be too nervous, I try to be chilled and relaxed. I donโt need to work myself up, because I do that enough [instinctively], I need to trick myself into being calm.
โI think itโs probably the same for every athlete. I look back on every competition and say โyou could have done this, you could have done thatโ.
โIn the last few competitions, Iโve shot very poorly. The shooting standard is getting better and better. People are just shooting five out of five shots in 10 seconds for each round. Whereas my shooting in the last few tournaments was quite slow and a bit nervy. Iโd start off missing a lot and then Iโd settle into it a little bit.
โIโm working on my shooting a lot this year. Iโve started from scratch with it over in France, thatโs probably why itโs taking its time as well โ Iโm working on a new technique, slowing everything down and focusing on accuracy a bit.
โPentathlon is all about dividing up your time wisely and itโs different for everyone. Someoneโs going to need to swim five times a week, someoneโs going to have to run 10 times a week โ maybe for me, itโs a few more fencing lessons and shooting every day and not even shooting every day in sessions, but taking my gun out in my room and practising against the wall just for muscle memory.โ
Incase you missed it @sivebraz had a coming of age performance yesterday at the World Cup in Cairo finishing in a huge 14th in the final! #teamireland pic.twitter.com/tMfCOnvPIy
โ Arthur LOK (@ArthurLOK1) March 3, 2018
She continues: โI pretty much run at least once a day every day now. We do a drill session with this guy who used to be an Olympic hurdler, but he does running drills with us and also fencing and swimming โ different exercises and drills to strengthen the different muscles we need for the different sports. Then a swim. Then lunch. Then an afternoon nap. And then fencing in the evening.
โSo we do at least four sessions every day, but some of them are bigger and some smaller. You usually wouldnโt have more than two running sessions in a day. If you run hard on Wednesday, you wonโt swim hard on Wednesday, you might swim hard on Friday and do an easy run on Friday.โ
Of the afternoon nap, she jokingly adds: โIโm really good at it, itโs one of my strongest events. Itโs nice because at the moment, Iโm just doing full-time training and because everything is on my doorstep as well, I can just go back to my room โ I have about an hour and a half, two hours, where I can just lie down in a dark room and sleep if I want to.
โSome people if theyโre working as well, they donโt get [time to sleep] as much, but it is really important, because weโre athletes, weโre really looking to have eight-plus hours of sleep a day.โ
Aside from living away from Ireland, what also makes this year special is that itโs the first time Brassil has received funding from the Irish Sports Council, after improved results in 2017 led to her breaking the top 50 in the world in modern pentathlon.
Even since then, there has been a real sense of momentum and progress, and Brassil is 32nd in the latest pentathlon world rankings, just six places behind Irish colleague Coyle.
[The funding] covers my living and training costs for the year in France, but then, the things we have to pay for ourselves are travelling to competitions โ flights or fees or things like that.
โItโs such a relief and nice this year. Maybe thatโs part of why Iโm more relaxed and happier and performing a bit better, I know that I have funding โ I can turn around and give that to my parents as a small token to what they have been doing. At least now, I feel like Iโm contributing to my cost.
โAll that stuff is really important as well, not just in the financial sense, but also you feel like youโve arrived and youโre one of the big-level athletes now, so itโs cool.โ
Still, it requires significant mental fortitude to compete in what is predominantly an individual sport that mainstream media generally pays serious attention to only once every four years and with funding never comparable to the more illustrious likes of elite-level soccer or golf.
In these circumstances, Brassil wouldnโt be human if she didnโt at least have occasional moments of doubt.
โIn the first World Cup in Cairo, in the fencing event, I was thinking โitโs okay, Iโm going to move to Canada, Iโm just going to leave this all in the past, start studying physio and forget about sport or do rugby sevens or somethingโ. But you just have to put those things in the back of your head. Itโs never going to be a quick journey, itโs a vocation really, itโs going to take years of hard work and grind โ I wouldnโt still be doing it now if I didnโt really want it.
โSometimes you do have to tell yourself, โthatโs it, Iโm quitting, Iโm finishedโ and half an hour later, youโre like โno, no, itโs fine.โโ
In addition to the mental toll, there are also social sacrifices that inevitably need to be made.
It wasnโt so bad for me because Iโve basically been doing it all along and Iโve always wanted to do it. Itโs not like Iโm missing my previous crazy social life. But for sure, my college experience was very different to that of my brothers and sisters โ theyโd be going on J1s and travelling every summer, whereas Iโd be going to Moscow and staying in a hotel and competing and coming home. But itโs worth it, youโre still getting a great life experience, itโs just a very different one.
โIt definitely means you canโt party all the time and it keeps you off the drink.โ
But unlike in certain other sports, dieting is not such a big deal or ultra-strict in anyway.
โFor pentathlon, you do so much that itโs hard to eat too much. You donโt have to be as careful with what youโre eating because you usually need quite a lot of calories after all the training youโve done. I guess itโs just about eating the right things as well and trying to be healthy 70% of the time and then heading to McDonalds after a tough night of fencing training.
โI like to reward myself with junk food after competitions. Even before competitions, I have a friend who competes for France, the night before her finals, sheโll go and eat a meal in McDonalds. It doesnโt really matter at the end of the day, once youโre around a competition, once youโre getting in carbs, it doesnโt matter if youโre getting in rice or a burger or whatever.โ
In addition to a passion for pentathlon, a quick scroll through Brassilโs Twitter timeline underlines her interest in gender-related issues, with references to International Womenโs Day and the Me Too movement among other topics. Has she ever had any negative experiences in sport specifically, owing to her gender?
โI think in Ireland and our sport, the women are treated equally to the men,โ she says.
โMaybe itโs more of a cultural thing, but we go abroad and youโre always meeting different athletes from different countries. If itโs male athletes from certain countries, theyโll shake Arthurโs hand and theyโll shake our male coachโs hand, but they wonโt shake my hand or Natalyaโs hand. Thatโs kind of weird, but Iโm fortunate that our mum kind of brought us up with almost reverse sexism in that she was like โthe girls are almost more important than the boysโ. We were always sport mad and I always thought all of it can be for me as much as it can be for my brother or for a boy or whatever.โ
She adds: โI think [my parents] were secretly delighted that one of their kids was going to do something a bit different.
They knew from early on that all I wanted to do was go to the Olympics and do sport, and they knew obviously that that wasnโt going to be an easy road or a quick one, but theyโve always been completely supportive.
โIt sounds really cheesy, but [you should] do what makes you happy, because youโll do that really well โ youโll do the thing you enjoy well and Iโve even found this year, Iโm a lot happier and Iโm a lot more relaxed and at ease and Iโm genuinely enjoying competitions and the results are just flowing from that. Not even just for sport, but for young people in general, just try to follow a thing that you enjoy and I think youโll land on your feet.โ
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