DONEGAL GOALKEEPER PAUL Durcan has admitted itโs been โa tough few monthsโ since his glaring All-Ireland football final error.
Durcan went on to earn an AllStar award but found it difficult to shake the disappointment of being at fault for a crucial goal scored by Kerry in Septemberโs final.
The experienced net minder infamously chipped a short kick-out in the 52nd minute straight to Kieran Donaghy who returned the ball with interest to the Donegal net.
With Kerry eventually winning by three points it was a costly mistake that left commentators dumbfounded.
Some wondered if the 30-year old was momentarily blinded by the sun while manager Jim McGuinness suggested the following morning that a colour clash of jerseys may have been to blame.
But Durcan said it was a far more fundamental mistake and that he simply chunked his kick at the worst time possible.
โItโs been a tough few months,โ said Durcan. โYou try and put things in perspective. But it was hard the way it went for myself on the day with the mistake I made, probably on the biggest stage that is possible in my sport.
โI have to live with it and move on and try and enjoy playing my football, whatever I have left in my career.
โI just kicked the ground. I was trying to hit it out to the right slightly and I just, ah, Iโve watched it back myself again and I just kicked the ground and the ball took off at the wrong angle.
โMyself and Michael, the other โkeeper, were saying that it (kicking the ball out) is something that we do every day and itโs so simple but itโs just something that happened.โ
Asked if he has criticised himself privately for the error, Durcan nodded.
โI probably have, yeah,โ he said. โBut there was good support around me, the whole team, Jim and the backroom staff and my family as well.โ
Durcan accepted that Donaghy still had plenty to do in terms of actually scoring when he was presented with the unlikely pass. At that stage, just a point separated the teams and Donaghy took full advantage to move Kerry four clear.
โIn fairness, he took the goal well when he got the sniff of an opportunity,โ said the Four Masters club man. โThatโs the problem with Kerry, you canโt give them these opportunities. They donโt miss many.
โThe goal in the first-half too, they got that opportunity and I would have been disappointed with myself on that one too but these are the things that happen. Itโs just the way it goes.โ
Durcan turns 31 next April but says heโs committed to returning to county action under new manager Rory Gallagher.
โIโll have to see first if Rory wants me back in January,โ he said. โIf he asks me to play, Iโll play.โ
Good luck Rhys!
Good man we are rooting for you