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'I got to a point where I thought there was nothing in my life. I might as well just give up on it all'

Former Ireland midfielder Jason McAteer opens up about clinical depression in a new Liverpool documentary.

Ireland v Cameroon - McAteer McAteer playing for Ireland against Cameroon at the 2002 World Cup. PA Archive / PA Images PA Archive / PA Images / PA Images

DURING A 15-year professional playing career, Jason McAteer experienced some great highs. 

The Tranmere native realised a dream by playing at Liverpool for four years after signing from Bolton Wanderers in 1995. Capped 52 times for the Republic of Ireland, he played at two World Cups and scored the famous goal against the Netherlands to help the Boys in Green book their place at the 2002 finals. 

However, in 2007, McAteer was diagnosed as clinically depressed soon after retiring from the game. 

To mark World Mental Health Day, LFC TV will premiere an hour-long documentary, โ€˜Through The Stormโ€™, featuring the former Reds midfielder this evening. 

They have released the programme on YouTube and you can watch it in full below: 

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Need help? Support is available:

  • Samaritans 116 123 or email jo@samaritans.ie
  • Aware 1800 80 48 48 (depression, anxiety)
  • Pieta House 1800 247 247 or email mary@pieta.ie (suicide, self-harm)
  • Teen-Line Ireland 1800 833 634 (for ages 13 to 19)
  • Childline 1800 66 66 66 (for under 18s)

A list of HSE and HSE-funded services can be found here

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    Mute Frank Dubogovik
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    Oct 10th 2018, 5:37 PM

    Fair play up to Jason for being so open and honestโ€ฆany sportsperson coming โ€ downโ€ from a career in the limelight is an easy target for the black-dog to go after. Best of luck to him in his recovery

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    Oct 10th 2018, 5:49 PM

    Family man near me took his own life yesterday. Devastating for his family..

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    Mute Paul
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    Oct 10th 2018, 5:47 PM

    Depression seems to be an epidemic these days.

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    Mute O Swetenham
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    Oct 10th 2018, 5:57 PM

    Perhaps it always has been, just more people are openly talking about it these days.

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    Mute Cathal Keeshan
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    Oct 10th 2018, 6:39 PM

    @O Swetenham: Iโ€™d say so, I personally remember as a kid in the 70s and 80s hearing of certain people โ€œtaking to the bedโ€ or โ€œsuffering with the nervesโ€ being whispered around. I think itโ€™s just more open now. People arenโ€™t afraid to say theyโ€™re not feeling good.

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    Mute mark
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    Oct 10th 2018, 9:28 PM

    my own father took his life tooโ€ฆ.seems to be more males doing it โ€ฆ.very sadโ€ฆseems to be higher in ireland for some reason

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    Mute James Clancy
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    Oct 10th 2018, 9:40 PM

    @mark: Itโ€™s definitely more males are doing it. It is not (or used not be) very macho/manly to talk about your feelingsโ€ฆ

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    Mute Paddy Murray
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    Oct 11th 2018, 12:18 AM

    Itโ€™s World Mental Health day and the Journal marks it with one of the smallest articles of the day.
    In a country with severe mental health issue.So much so that 8 out of 10 suicides in Ireland are males.
    Where we currently have families been evicted from their homes/kids sleeping on streets/ families struggling to feed their kids.
    These are just some of the issues causing the mental health problems plaguing this country at present . Plus the fact that the health system failing its people.
    This is what you should be writing about.

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    Mute Carl Grace
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    Oct 11th 2018, 6:24 PM

    Read his book around about this time last year, the passage about driving through the mersey tunnel was particularly upsetting. To think someone who achieved what he did in the game can think so little of himself. Truly a disease that can affect anyone. Glad heโ€™s here to tell the tale and I hope he takes solace in the happiness he brought to so many football fans in this country. That goal against Holland will live long in the archives of this country.

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