FORMER PROFESSIONAL FOOTBALLERS’ Association chairman Clarke Carlisle is hoping to help others suffering from depression after revealing the injuries he recently sustained were the result of a suicide attempt.
Carlisle, who had spells with the likes of QPR, Leeds United and Burnley, spent six weeks in hospital having been hit by a lorry on the A64 near Bishopthorpe, York, on 22 December.
The 35-year-old was seriously hurt in the incident, which came days after he had been charged with drink driving and informed he was set to lose his role as a TV pundit.
In an exclusive interview with The Sun, Carlisle, who has openly discussed suffering from depression in the past, revealed he had deliberately stepped in front of the vehicle that struck him and “wanted to die”.
He has since undergone treatment at a psychiatric unit and is now looking forward with renewed optimism.
Carlisle said: “I ventured out of my room [at the psychiatric unit] not as Clarke the ex-footballer, but as Clarke, a mental health patient.
“My road to recovery will be eternal. Today I am excited and I’m confident because I’ve finally been truly diagnosed.”
Discussing the injuries he suffered, Carlisle acknowledged how lucky he had been.
“I got a massive cut across my knee and road burns to my face — but I’m still alive,” he added.
“The laws of physics dictate that I should have died.”
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Carlisle’s wife Gemma took to Twitter to explain the couple’s reasons for revealing the details of Clarke’s suicide attempt.
She wrote: “Clarke and I thought very long and hard about this over the last week, and feel that as you all supported us so immensely through this ordeal you deserved the truth.
“We also want to highlight and create understanding for a lot of issues and feel it would be hypocritical of us to saying [sic] nothing.
“I’m hoping we get an honest and fair account that will help others and not one that is sensationalised.”
Gemma Carlisle added: “Suicide & depression is not selfish. It’s a serious illness where your world & reality are warped.
“We send our love & thoughts to the lorry driver & family. It could have been anyone and Clarke is desperately sorry that it was him.”
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The car crash being man utds season amiright?
Hopefully Bruno will be fit, his work rate, ability to track runners and his ability to whine moan and fall over will be good news for Liverpool though that said his creativity could be a problem for Liverpools high line if Utd had willing runners
I will roar with delight if Liverpool win tomorrow
Hopefully they will crash by 3 or 4 goals tomorrow Brian my old son
@O’Brien Michael: pool be raging hot favourites anyway. Cant remember one of these sides being such hot favourites going into this fixture. But ue know what, even if utd lose 6 0 the world will keep spinning and we’ll get back on the horse. And who knows, maybe they’ll pull a huge performance out. Unlikely but that’s the beauty of football.
@Brian Dunne: They have nothing to lose tomorrow as Liverpool are raging hot favourites and that’s what makes United so dangerous Brian.
@O’Brien Michael: what ever you need to tell yourself I suppose
@O’Brien Michael: Top 4 to loose, surely they can’t expect too many more pardons from Arsenal and Spurs.