ALAN OโCONNOR HAS been through just about every emotion in his 10 years with Ulster.
He joined the province from Leinster at the peak of their early 2010s surge, when they reached the final of the Heineken Cup and then the Pro12 decider.
He experienced the low moments in the mid 2010s when they were scrambling just to qualify for Europeโs premier competition, let alone compete. Over the last few years, heโs led the team into battle in impressive wins in Europe and disappointing defeats in knockout games.
So when asked for his verdict on Ulsterโs last five weeks, consisting of another heart-wrenching European elimination that is rather frustratingly becoming their wont and three league defeats causing them to slip to fifth in the United Rugby Championship standings, his answer is rational and composed.
โIf we had beaten Toulouse at home, we wouldnโt be having this conversation,โ he insists.
A fair point. Had Antoine Dupont not scored with five minutes remaining and Ulster held on to beat the defending champions, there would be a completely different mood around the camp with a home quarter-final against Munster to come, and who knows how last weekโs inter-pro against the southern province would have gone had they gone into it off the high of a win as opposed to a defeat?
As it is, though, these are all hypothetical situations. The grim reality is that Ulsterโs season is threatening to collapse around them, with no more Champions Cup knockout rugby to look forward to and their participation in next yearโs competition not even guaranteed before you even begin to talk about play-off seedings.
โI know Munster was bad but throughout the year weโve had a great foundation, weโve played really well and played a great brand of rugby,โ says OโConnor.
โI donโt think we need to change too much because weโve done well up to this point. Maybe a couple things here and there and then have a look at ourselves and see how the individual can add to the collective, because obviously the collective is good, but is it good enough to be winning these knockout games or these important games?
โIโve been at Ulster for a while and Iโve seen the worst of it in terms of runs of games and stuff like that. Itโs really important itโs not a negative atmosphere and more of a growth mindset โ how can we get better, how can we challenge ourselves more in training to get better, how can we challenge ourselves individually and collectively to get better?
โThereโs no witch hunts going on, we all know weโre in it together. There is that growth mindset within the squad because we know how far weโve come and we know what weโre capable of. We can beat any team on our day, weโve done that this year.
โThe last couple of games havenโt gone our way and weโre the only ones responsible for that. Itโs now important we have that growth mindset rather than beating ourselves up about โwhy are we doing thisโ. No-oneโs pointing fingers at each other, weโre all looking at ourselves, which is great.โ
Victory over Edinburgh tomorrow night would guarantee them their place in next seasonโs Champions Cup โ which would be mission one completed โ but would also take them one step closer to finishing back inside the top-four for a home quarter-final and potentially a step closer to sneaking back into the top-two for a home semi-final, too, should they get that far.
Baby steps, though. First and foremost is a game against a side that are playing good rugby and have their own designs on home advantage in the knockouts, and will be licking their lips at facing an out-of-sorts Ulster team on the form guide if their four defeats in their last five outings is anything to go by.
Not that OโConnor sees it that way, the lock instead claiming heโs eager to get back out and right some wrongs from the display at Kingspan Stadium a week ago against a side they have historically had some success against, particularly in games where they have had to produce a result โ who could forget Ian Madiganโs jaw-dropping last-minute penalty in the Pro14 semi-final during lockdown?
โWeโve got a great opportunity going away to Edinburgh and theyโre playing some really good rugby as well,โ claims OโConnor.
โTheyโve a lot of Scottish internationals, a high standard of player, and they play a lot differently to how they have in previous years under (Richard) Cockerill and (Alan) Solomons. Theyโre way more expansive now and thatโs an even bigger challenge, but itโs good to get back over there and we have the knowledge that weโre capable of going over there and doing the business, that helps us, helps a few of the younger guys as well.
โGoing to Edinburgh in the past, weโve gone over off the back of a couple of losses or going there needing to win and weโve delivered the goods. Weโre looking forward to the weekend and getting back on the horse.โ
Whatever about losing at home to the reigning European champions the performance last weekend was abysmal and surely must go down as the worst of the season. Edinburgh away will be tough as hell as they fighting for playoff and Heineken place. Ulster need a top performance to win that one.
@Ro Molloy: Theyโll know what they have to do before kickoff as the Ospreys v Scarlets game will be over by then. If Scarlets donโt win they wonโt be able to catch Ulster for a top 8 position so Ulster will be in the Heineken next year.
@TL55: thatโs incorrect TL55. One of the eight positions in next yearโs HEC is ringfenced for a Welsh team so Scarlets (or Ospreys if they past Scarlets) are confirmed. Ulster have to remain in 7th or better to qualify for next yearโs HEC.
Big opportunity to get back on the horse.