THIS WEEK Lance Armstrong said he made two really big mistakes in his life, and one of them has proved to be much more costly than the other.
One was doping, the other mistreating people.
The disgraced global sports icon was speaking on “Movember Radio” with CEO Adam Garone in a podcast published on Tuesday.
Armstrong, 44, talked about how attacking people during his cycling career proved to be a much more significant mistake than his actual doping.
(A variety of PEDs fueled Armstrong’s record seven Tour de France victories, from 1999 to 2005, victories he was stripped of by the US Anti-Doping Agency in 2012 after a protracted, litigious battle.)
During the podcast Armstrong said he grew up “like a wild animal.” He was also asked what advice he’d give his 18-year-old self.
He replied: “Understand that you may face some decisions in this sport, but, man, don’t ever isolate, attack, ostracise, incite another human being.”
Armstrong, who was raised by a single mother, added, “My mom and I had more of a brother-sister relationship … I never had that person that in my life — and I’m not making excuses — but nobody ever tapped me on the shoulder and said, Dude.
“I sort of raised myself. But nobody ever said, Dude, what I just saw. Never do that again. And so it is what it is. And I got to live with that and spend the rest of my life trying to make it right.”
On the surface, Armstrong’s musings are intriguing, but they seem to fly in the face of what some others are saying is much more the reality with Armstrong.
As recently as a month and a half ago, one of Armstrong’s former teammates and close friends, Frankie Andreu, told Business Insider that to this day Armstrong is still out to “wreck” him.
That revelation came to light recently after Armstrong testified that Andreu “doped for the majority of his career” and “that is absolutely the truth,” court documents showed.
Andreu, who has been trying to rebuild his life and career after his role in the Armstrong scandal, has publicly denied Armstrong’s allegations, telling Business Insider, “He just wants to bring me down. My testimony tells the truth. … It wasn’t until I was 29 when I took EPO, my last I year took nothing, and I retired at 33. That’s not a majority.
“Lance is always in attack mode … He is out to wreck me,” Andreu said.
In an interview earlier this year, Betsy Andreu said forgiving him now would be a “horrendous mistake.”
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Many critics have called Armstrong out for trying to "control the narrative," seeming to say one thing and doing another, and never really coming off as truly contrite for his transgressions. In light of what the Andreus and others have to say about Armstrong's real motives, his recent comments only serve to underscore those themes.
Armstrong declined to comment for this story.
He is being sued by the US government in a $100 million fraud case. He still owns multimillion-dollar properties in Austin, Texas, and Aspen, Colorado.
He recently told The Times that "If there was an equivalent to EPO today, everyone in cycling would be on it," referring to erythropoietin, the drug of choice for cyclists in the sport's dirty period during which Armstrong reigned.
Here are Armstrong's full comments regarding his advice to his younger self:
There are really two big mistakes that I made, in most people's minds, everybody's mind, and that was the doping and the treatment of others. I think as time goes on, more and more people understand that the doping just was what it was. It really was completely pervasive. And you really didn't have a choice — well, you did have a choice: Your choice was to go home, which nobody took that choice. Everybody geared up and stayed.
But all those people that made that first mistake, which now nobody cares about, none of them treated people like shit. None of them attacked another human being. None of them sued another human being. And I did all those things. So my words to an 18-year-old me would be, you know, Understand that you may face some decisions in this sport, but, man, don't ever isolate, attack, ostracise, incite another human being. Because the doping isn't — we're not talking about this because I doped. We're talking about all of this because of the way I treated other people. And that's my mistake, and I own that. And I've spent the last three years trying to make amends with those people. And I mean the amends with the people that really got taken on. But the amends with the people I never even knew. I never attacked them. But these are people who — and again, it goes back to the most important word in all of this is 'betrayal.' So the people who have a tremendous sense of betrayal, that's the walk I walk the rest of my life.
And I have to now do that just because of the attitude that I had. I didn't have, for whatever reason, I never had that person that in my life — and I'm not making excuses — but nobody ever tapped me on the shoulder and said, Dude. Like, whenever my son or any of my kids start getting out of line, I stop them and say, What the f*** are you doing? Like, Calm down. Stop. Don't ever do that again. I grew up just sort as a — like a wild animal. My mom and I had more of a brother-sister relationship, and we sort of raised each other, therefore I sort of raised myself. But nobody ever said, Dude, what I just saw. Never do that again. And so it is what it is. And I got to live with that and spend the rest of my life trying to make it right.
[h/t SI]
13 out of 20, brutal! Like an idiot I whacked in Henry instead of Gallas for the 2010 goal. It’s almost ingrained in my brain that Henry scored that.
Same score here.
Dropped a couple of clangers, really should have been hitting 16 or 17.
The Henry/Gallas thing makes a decent pub quiz question, always catches people out!
Did not Kevin Sheedy score against England in 1990??
Yes he did…. I’ll never forget!
Ya what a crock! I picked Ronnie whelan I forgot about the ussr!
Bit annoyed buy my result
But aren’t Irish supporters usually a bit annoyed by the result
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7 out of 20. That is dreadful.
I’m too ashamed to post my score, Put it this way it’s less than anything that has been mentioned here so far , and I’ve seen 7/20 been mentioned
Cant believe McGeady already has more caps than Aldo an that Ian Harte scored more goals than Keane, 13 out of 20
If Kevin Sheedy didn’t feature in the Italia 90 squad, who scored against England in the group stages?
He wasn’t in all 3. 88,90,94. He missed out in 94
That’s a confusing question but I have to say I was never confused!
In fairness the question was altered since my comment this morning
No it wasn’t. The question was always like that.
Why did I put the comment up then???
Presumably because you misread the question?
Well this article was written by yourself so I suppose you are right I was confused
Was Ronnie Whelan in the ’94 squad?
He was indeed.
Good question! How many did you get right Paul?
I did set the quiz, so I’d like to think I’d get 20 if I tried.
Kevin sheedy was not in the 94 squad so ur question is wrong
Davy Keogh
Says hello
How do I delete the cache so I can try again..?
Turn it off and turn it back on again
or maybe … press “Take it again” … just below your score.
19, guessed a few in fairness
10/20 … Brilliant quiz .. Most quizzes like this are normally extremely easy with maybe 1 or 2 hard questions
13. Peaked too early. Then conceded a few towards the end. I think that’s probably poetic justice. #COYBIG
The irony, got Davy Keogh and haven’t the foggiest who he is
3 wrong
Teachers pet.
I only got 3 right. The shame
19 out of 20 Gallas wrong
19 out of 20 yet you can’t remember what happened in Paris
Me thinks you’re full of it !
No just disappointed that I missed the easy one
15/20…. Decent
4 out of 20 but i do not care for international soccer
17 … I’ll take that
14/20 honestly thought I was gonna do better =(
How do u take the quiz?
Davy keogh 18/20 the 2 wrong just total guess on those and 3 other good guesses
Oh i forgot to add 18 was after about 328 attempts and still couldnt get them all right.
I resign from the over seventies irish supporters club only 7 out of twenty the shame oh the shame
20/20 !!!!!!! Common